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Preggie private sluts for you. Not sure if this is the right page to ask questions. I’m potentially looking to get bred but I’m having some issues between making the fantasy something I actually want to do.

Heres the best summary I can write about this:
I’m married (23f/39m), my husband and I practice having open relationships, he’s polyamorous, I’m unsure what I am but I like people and I like liking people.

He’s really big into breeding fetishes. Got me into it too because I enjoy being a good little slut for him and I love taking dick and I love cum.

We’ve moved into my having a boyfriend who I’ve been preparing to be the person to breed me. Now I’m feeling unsure if I actually want him to breed me because I love the fantasy, I love getting filled with my boyfriends cum and telling my husband how BBC cum is my favorite and better than his.. but I’m scared that I won’t want to have our first child be born this way.

It will change our relationship if I change this now. I’ve made a lot of reassurances and agreements along the way that this is what I want. I’m not sure if maybe there’s a way I can ease my discomfort? I feel like it might come from years of monogamy training me to think my husband is the only one who should be a father to my children?

Solutions I’ve thought about that make me feel better is just one: That instead of getting bred only by my boyfriend to make sure he breeds me, that we make it entirely equal play and my husband tries just as much to get me knocked up and then whatever the result, then I think I’m happier because I don’t know the whole pregnancy and can be excited for the surprise of not knowing who’s cum was stronger.

My anxieties rank from “what if I don’t love my child the same?” to “what if my husband dies before he can have a baby with me?” The prospective breeder doesn’t want to be involved with the kid if I did conceive.

TL;DR- not sure if I just fantasize about this or am committed to getting bred by a long-term partner that isn’t my husband even though my husband and I have planned this at length and I’ve been very into it most of the time.

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